Special Day.

Finally 20th birthday is here, can't believe myself it's already 20 years. I've been through a lot of difficulties, disappointment, heartbreak and many many more. But there is something that makes me happy as well, something is good something which is meaningful and more and more.

Sometimes I wonder how I get over those problems?? But I know there is always someone there for me to look after me and take care of me always. Who? It's Him, God Almighty! Praise the Lord! You have been looking after me for 20 years and yet You still never give up on me!

Wondering how's life gonna be after this! See ya! Good Night Bloggie, and Happy birthday to me!!

Fantasy Becomes Reality. (Chapter 1)

(Yawn.. Scrubbing his hair and rubbing his eyes..)
Ben :"It's 5.30 in the morning again. I gotta clean up myself before I'm late for school."

(Looking at the mirror while brushing his teeth)
Ben :"Gosh, is those stupid pimples again! Argh, I hate that! I'm only 15 this year and I don't wanna look like those guys with tons of pimples!"

(Reached school)

Ben is attending school like any other normal kid in the world. As what other people does, he attend classes, sleep in class, talk to his friends, playing around and nevertheless punished by discipline teacher for his wrongdoings. Ben is not a clever or outstanding student, but inside of his heart, there is a strong desire and dream, which is playing music in front of the people all around the world.

(During English class)
Ms. Jasmine :"Attention students, today I want all of you to write me an essay on 'My dreams.' Pass it up to your monitor end of the class."

Without wasting any time thinking what to write, Ben picked up his pen and start writing the essay. Within 15 minutes, Ben finally finished and pass it up to monitor. This is what he wrote.



"My Dreams"

Dear Ms. Jasmine, I never had second thought about my dreams as there were none beside playing music in front of the people all around the world. I'm not clever and smart, I know I'm not a good student as well. Well I love sports but it never really cross my mind that I want to be a badminton player. All I just want people to listen to my music and understand what I think and how I feel.

My family never really cares bout me. My brothers bullied and ignores me. I feel lonely and heartbroken but there is no one that I can speak to, but just compose out songs that express my feelings.

I always have a vision that I saw me and my band playing in a stadium which everyone packed the stadium and they are cheering our name!

This is all I ever wanted and all I ever need! Within few years I'm going to achieve my dreams!

(School ends..)
Ben :"Yeah, school's over, time to head back home! I'm not gonna waste my time to do something which is meaningless, I have to work harder to make my dreams come true!"

(3 hours later..)
Ben's mom :"Son, you've been practicing your bass for hours, would you just take a break and have your dinner?"

Ben :"Awhile mom, I'll have my dinner later okay? Just give me another 30 minutes and I'll have my dinner."

To Be Continue..

Back!

Bloggie, I'm back!!! Wow.. Didn't know it has been so long I didn't blog here! *Cough Cough* My heaven, tons of spider webs around here! Well still it's a same old nice place to write things that I like here!

How have I been? Erm, everything went well, there is time where I celebrate for good things happen in my life and there is time for me to sit down cool to settle my problems. Of course, bad things always more than good, isn't it?

Anyway I'll start writing out stories to fill up my time, wondering who is gonna read it anyway. ^^ I'm tired, gonna start bloggin stories later! Good Night Bloggie!

Muse in K.L!

25Th February, today is the day that I waited for months. Finally Muse is in K.L! Early in the morning woke up and find out myself that today finally Muse is here and I'm ready for their awesome performance!

Joey (Singer) meet up with me around 2 something in the noon, and we are off to Sg. Wang to meet up with Zen (Guitarist), Micheal (Zen's Cousin), Navid (Zen's friend replace Han's place). And it's bad to know it when Han (Drummer) can't make it to the concert because it's a awesome performance.

Finally, the time has come. We reached Stadium Negara around 7.30 pm and we are looking for the person who in charge, end up running here and there yet can't find it. It was frustrating at first but finally we get our tickets with the name of VIP. It was cool at first and felt (OH MAN! VIP! COOL! ALL OF YOU HAVE NO VIP)

But things got worse when we are inside the Stadium, Eric Chen (person who in charge) put us in the STUPID FREAKING backseat and asked us not to go anywhere and just sit down. Treating us like some idiots who never go for any concerts ever! We are suppose to be in the rock arena in front of the stage but end up sitting back there for Rock concert. You'll know how I fell if you went for Rock concert!

At that moment, all of us felt disappointment and no fun at all. But what the heck, who cares because it's just about me and the band, who cares about where am I. So once Muse on stage, everyone screaming their lungs out. They start their concert with 1 of their new songs from the latest album "Black Hole and Revelation" entitled Knights of Cydonia! It's was cool because it's powerful at brigde.

Too much songs to describe here because they played most of their songs from "Absolution" & "Black Hole & Revelation". As I only remember the few songs that they played are:

-Knights of Cydonia
-Plug In Baby
-Time is Running Out
-Take A Bow
-Starlight
-Supermassive Black Hole
-Map Of The Problematique
-Soldier's Poem
-Invincible
-Assasin
-Apocalypse Please
-Butterflies and Hurricanes
-Hysteria
-Sing For Absulotion
-Stockholm Syndrome
(And some songs that I forget to list down)

And so the concert was fantastic, awesome and perfect! I used to listen to Muse end up can't feel and power and head banging in their songs, but things are different when it comes to concert! Everyone singing, everyone dancing, everyone head banging! AWESOME! Though we are put at the back but yet we enjoyed the performance by them!

And this really motivates me and my band that train harder, play harder, rock even harder to get to the stage. Blinded Truth will be the FIRST band which can break into the Europe market and we will rock the world! Proving you that Blinded Truth is no shitty band with pop. We are truely a rock band!

PS: It's proven that rock songs are different from listening at house compare to concerts!
-Vern-

Valentine's day

February 14Th, a day that every couple enjoys. What's more better than having a day that the whole world celebrate it with you?

My day for valentine's day was quite a bit disappointed at 1st due to some reason, but then it was alright after we had a talk. She bought me a branded shirt called SUB. It's very expensive to me as I will not buy it myself cause I think it's not worth it. It cost around RM62.90 but with20% discount it's around RM49.90. She also bought me some sweet which i think it's quite nice because she love those sweets herself.

At night after my dinner with mom then I go to JJ (Jusco) to meet her up, and she bought 2 cards for mom and also for my bro (Vincent) and his girlfriend (Sue). After that we walk around Polo Ground at 9 something to enjoy the nice environment and she gave me a surprise by buying me a cake in Valentine's day. I didn't know that Valentine's day actually people buy cake to eat. =.="

After everything, then it's time for us to chat for more than 2 hours at the park. We communicate a lot of things. We share out our feelings and view, teaching and guide each other to walk in a better way.

As for me, I guess my day was OK. I had a good time, and everything went smoothly. So, what about you?

-Vern-